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This World Just Isn't YouI never would have known
That this air could be so hollow
Without your presence,
And that one day, my heart may follow
I'll never be able to describe
Just how those days made me feel
Nor how much I long for you
For my heart is always yours to steal
Our wrongs are unforgivable
Now nothing can be undone
And when it all burns down
This battle, my love, you've won
But if you only knew
That I still hold that rose,
The one that always told me
Our love would never come to a close
And if I could only trust
That the word you gave is true,
Then maybe I could have peace,
In a world that just isn't you
MisfortuneAnd so, let judgement be passed on the one never seen as themselves, but as their fool.
It takes over in times of instability, insecurity.
Why should one be judged in such a manner?
The answer: They are human.
Filthy creatures drenched in lies, ignorance, and bias.
They don't understand what they are doing.
Creating a storm, digging a grave, tearing apart a life.
The fool cannot take back what has been done.
And no amount of apology will heal any side of the story.
So terribly unfortunate.
Sometimes fools are seen as wise, but here, they are nothing but mad.
Yet the only insanity I can see is misunderstanding.
Casting the fool away, throwing it's host into an ocean of sorrow.
Drown, cruel world.
Leave only those with a true heart to float to the surface.
Help me drain away the depression.
Give me your warmth, your love.
Or leave me cold and dead.
Though, I refuse to be forever held by your loss.
One day you could vanish.
No longer in my heart, but a sore memory of the mind.
My love, I wish for youMy love,
You are one of the truest
That I could be with you
I would do anything
Not even you can understand
To create more memories
To see you,
Happy and smiling is all I want
Can't you see what you're doing?
With you it is the most precious
I get a feeling like no other
My love, I wish for you.
My dearest, I long to see you.
My darling, time spent with you,
is all I really need. <3
Wants and NeedsI stand in the center
My arms, outstretched
One hand grasps what I want
The other grips what I need
My body aches from procrastination
My thoughts push me further from sanity
So many things that must be done,
In order to obtain happiness
To truly feel happy,
The seemingly impossible must become possible
Why must it be so difficult?
Unlike it was back then
When we had so little choice,
But all we could need or want was where we were
That changed one day
Everyone changed, so rapidly
All I remember is a large blur
It replaces the last two years of my life
It went from happiness and stability
To a world slowly crumbling before my eyes
But I could build it up for good, maybe
If only what I wanted had easy access to my needs
Where I reside now has perfected my needs
But what little of my wants it had, grew weaker
Where I wish to be has potential, a chance to start over
But it greatly lacks the blocks to build my future
All I can do is try for now
Try to rebuild my wants, where I am
ChangeWhy can't I do that too?
Why can't I have all of that?
Why can't I get all of those?
Why can't I be like that?
I have to alter
I have to try
I have to learn
I have to follow
Why don't things go the way I want them to?
Why don't I have the motivation for that?
why don't I know how to do that?
Why don't I have that?
I need to do something
I need to move on
I need to understand
I need to become like that
Why can't I change?
Why don't I change?
I need to change.
I have to change.
Waiting, Wanting, WishingWaiting...
...to see your face.
...this to be resolved.
...to hear your voice.
...to know who you are.
...to be able to use my voice.
...for something to go wrong.
...to see you break.
...for you to fall.
MaskShe wears a mask like it’s nothing.
Sometimes I forget it was made by demons.
I forget there’s a person living behind it.
Raspy Hill"I don't quite feel like myself."
I haven't for a while now.
My mind seems displaced,
Like it's wandered too far away.
"I've been having strange dreams lately."
Images of strange creatures dance in my sleep.
I don't know them but I know they are malicious.
What do they want?
"But now you're here and I'll make you feel right at home."
My saviour, my protector.
You'll guard me from this evil.
"Welcome to Raspy Hill."
This is my hell.
And you'll join me.
I'll make sure of it.
"Enjoy your stay."
Roses and barbed wireThe beauty of the roses
Right there for me to see
So colorful and vibrant
A sight to behold
But I can't get any closer
A fence surrounds them
Keeping them safe
Keeping me away
Away from their colors
Away from their scent
Trapped in this grey world of mine
Behind the barbed wire fence
Where Lover's Dream DarklyFor it is not a fable; — that which bleeds..
And her soul may whisper obsidian,
— But I am the sea of Darkness she craves
O’ long I hath bathed in these ravenous winds,
Watching shadows weep across river’s dreary
Upon nightscapes that plunder our souls —
A bouquet of crimson shall enchant thy lips;
Where slowly we fade into requiem
Drink me naked in the abyss of hungry wolves
Among demons and insanity, I thrust and fall
Ravaged, eons of lust spill from mine eyes,
And behold the Forests sing of murder!
In a sombre kiss, we shall undress the skies
Time will yield to the treasures of melancholy
I covet thee, unto this blood-filled Moon
O’ thou art beautiful decay upon my skin,
A ghostly visage dripping wanton & darkly ..
We are Lover’s haunting deaths lullaby;
Assassins brooding in a bewailing fairy-tale
She is mystic poison; & elixir immortale
Seek you me, in the mystique of necromancy
For I am the dream of Serpents fea
Sweet darknessDarkness, my dear
Darkness, my element
With your cold embrace
And keep me hidden
Hiden from the world
Hidden from my past
You are my ally
You are my friend
The only one I can trust
Vanquish the light
And cast your shadow
All over this world
the taste of your tongue
the warmth of your hand
the empty promises
the harm you've done
and i remember
to burn every trace
that remains with me.
Time As It IsAnd I asked Time how it was on this glorious Monday. It simply replied:
"I am here for you now, but I will not wait for you.
Even if you fall behind, I remain in your field of view.
You can keep up with me, but you cannot catch up to me.
For once I have left, I am gone for eternity.
Nor can you leave me behind, or go back to change me.
For I am the keeper of aging, no matter how thick the tree.
Therefore, I plea to thee:
Do your work now, get it done, and then return to me
when the time is right.
For I will accept you, take you in, and guide into
the brightest light.
Then, and only then, I will call you friend.
One that truly has stayed completely to the end."
What did you say it was?My darling,
I hope you're happy
Satisfied, at least
In what you've caught yourself up in
Do you enjoy them?
The rules and restrictions,
That only you are pressured to follow
It breaks my heart
He does, you do
I can't bear much more of this
I can see what you truly long for
And, my love, that is not it
Far from it
This is what you'd escaped, in a way
But it would seem as though you're destined to this
I hope not,
Will all my heart, and love for you
Dearest, I'm the witness to your death
Am I the only one who sees your suffering?
Not even you can
You've become entangled
Hypnotized by him
Look not into his eyes
Within them, you see the image he has set for you
You are solely to blame
He can do no wrong
You worry now,
Unlike you used to
About his happiness only
Change, my sweet
We all have, but for you
It just doesn't fit, not like this
You're not who you used to be
You never were, you never will be
Neither will anyone else
But when I look at you
I don't see you at a
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