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This World Just Isn't YouI never would have known
That this air could be so hollow
Without your presence,
And that one day, my heart may follow
I'll never be able to describe
Just how those days made me feel
Nor how much I long for you
For my heart is always yours to steal
Our wrongs are unforgivable
Now nothing can be undone
And when it all burns down
This battle, my love, you've won
But if you only knew
That I still hold that rose,
The one that always told me
Our love would never come to a close
And if I could only trust
That the word you gave is true,
Then maybe I could have peace,
In a world that just isn't you
MisfortuneAnd so, let judgement be passed on the one never seen as themselves, but as their fool.
It takes over in times of instability, insecurity.
Why should one be judged in such a manner?
The answer: They are human.
Filthy creatures drenched in lies, ignorance, and bias.
They don't understand what they are doing.
Creating a storm, digging a grave, tearing apart a life.
The fool cannot take back what has been done.
And no amount of apology will heal any side of the story.
So terribly unfortunate.
Sometimes fools are seen as wise, but here, they are nothing but mad.
Yet the only insanity I can see is misunderstanding.
Casting the fool away, throwing it's host into an ocean of sorrow.
Drown, cruel world.
Leave only those with a true heart to float to the surface.
Help me drain away the depression.
Give me your warmth, your love.
Or leave me cold and dead.
Though, I refuse to be forever held by your loss.
One day you could vanish.
No longer in my heart, but a sore memory of the mind.
My love, I wish for youMy love,
You are one of the truest
That I could be with you
I would do anything
Not even you can understand
To create more memories
To see you,
Happy and smiling is all I want
Can't you see what you're doing?
With you it is the most precious
I get a feeling like no other
My love, I wish for you.
My dearest, I long to see you.
My darling, time spent with you,
is all I really need. <3
Wants and NeedsI stand in the center
My arms, outstretched
One hand grasps what I want
The other grips what I need
My body aches from procrastination
My thoughts push me further from sanity
So many things that must be done,
In order to obtain happiness
To truly feel happy,
The seemingly impossible must become possible
Why must it be so difficult?
Unlike it was back then
When we had so little choice,
But all we could need or want was where we were
That changed one day
Everyone changed, so rapidly
All I remember is a large blur
It replaces the last two years of my life
It went from happiness and stability
To a world slowly crumbling before my eyes
But I could build it up for good, maybe
If only what I wanted had easy access to my needs
Where I reside now has perfected my needs
But what little of my wants it had, grew weaker
Where I wish to be has potential, a chance to start over
But it greatly lacks the blocks to build my future
All I can do is try for now
Try to rebuild my wants, where I am
ChangeWhy can't I do that too?
Why can't I have all of that?
Why can't I get all of those?
Why can't I be like that?
I have to alter
I have to try
I have to learn
I have to follow
Why don't things go the way I want them to?
Why don't I have the motivation for that?
why don't I know how to do that?
Why don't I have that?
I need to do something
I need to move on
I need to understand
I need to become like that
Why can't I change?
Why don't I change?
I need to change.
I have to change.
Waiting, Wanting, WishingWaiting...
...to see your face.
...this to be resolved.
...to hear your voice.
...to know who you are.
...to be able to use my voice.
...for something to go wrong.
...to see you break.
...for you to fall.
ViolinI remember the day
you told me violins
were strung with cat gut
and that is why
you hated music
(who says that to a child?)
I followed you
all that summer.
I watched you
grow away from mother -
your whiskey held better conversations
and all she did was cry.
We'd sit cross-legged on the porch
and count the horseflies
settling on our lunch.
You would drown tadpoles
in a bucket
surprised they could not swim
and I would dream
of cherry popsicles.
And when night would gather
on the sidewalk
I'd hold my breath
until a star appeared.
Don't bother making wishes
you'd tell me -
stars are dead weight in heaven
and God has cloth ears.
VesselYour heart is a compass.
Broken, perhaps, but I know
It’s always searching for the North Star.
Which way will your beard point tonight?
Southern modernizationBlack comedy market economy, banana peel political humour, cards with the cartels, the solution free room service and credit the union. Bolivar twist, ding dong dollar under control, valley of the coin desert with no value. Gangsta paradise, the victims are the people. Big mac and cold conflict interference a part of it all. In little Mexico you’d need a high horse to jump the great border wall that boasts its peak.
Viracocha melts waters unlike those it rose from, making waves of out of metal oceans to overtake the current south, re-steel, re-take, tech-mechs the entire south into neo-Machu Picchu, cyberpunk music moulding, reshaping old society into an new age, iron dynasty, fresh coat for an old, ancient look. The coattails of Quetzalcoatl if he were a modern man pull together the merge of future and long passed past..techno temples and the like.
FallingFailure after failure
A life not worth living
Lost in my misery
Long gone are the good moments
I keep falling
Nothing can save me now
Gone my hopes are
Darkest MoonI celebrate my right to live;
To the dismay of some, perhaps
It should be noted
These words I write, however true
Are only portions of the moon
I’ve decide to shine light upon.
But who am I to preach respect?
Who Am I to preach equality?
An advocate for re-personification
Of the female gender
But exhibits cannibalistic characteristics
Within dark spaces.
I am a shadow
Hidden within an Eggshell, painted pink,
Waiting to hatch.
Is the darkness
The night brought upon us.
Predators of the nightA gust of wind
Blowing through our hair
The dead leaves
Cracking under our feet
The night sky
A blanket over our heads
And the full moon
Blessing us with its silver light
A perfect night for us hunters
To look for our prey
What did you say it was?My darling,
I hope you're happy
Satisfied, at least
In what you've caught yourself up in
Do you enjoy them?
The rules and restrictions,
That only you are pressured to follow
It breaks my heart
He does, you do
I can't bear much more of this
I can see what you truly long for
And, my love, that is not it
Far from it
This is what you'd escaped, in a way
But it would seem as though you're destined to this
I hope not,
Will all my heart, and love for you
Dearest, I'm the witness to your death
Am I the only one who sees your suffering?
Not even you can
You've become entangled
Hypnotized by him
Look not into his eyes
Within them, you see the image he has set for you
You are solely to blame
He can do no wrong
You worry now,
Unlike you used to
About his happiness only
Change, my sweet
We all have, but for you
It just doesn't fit, not like this
You're not who you used to be
You never were, you never will be
Neither will anyone else
But when I look at you
I don't see you at a
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